IS THIS IT?

today, you seemed to live up to your name: JERK.
i hate to think it that way but the way of your treatment, like as if 'we' never existed.
sleepless nights shall prevail ahead, it will be dificult to wipe away thoughts
of you. really. i rather have blank insomniatic nights.
i know you must be bored of me now. oh well, guys. whatever. 
they get what they want, they throw the girls off one side (in a literal way of
speaking). and what is it that make me angry?
i might hate you today, but subsequently, i will forget what you did and forgive you.
yes, how stupid of me. i need someone to boost my ego. now.

BENCI LA.